DANCING LIKE WE'RE 22

Jessi

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FAMILIES
Jumat, 15 Februari 2013 | 21.01 | 0Comment

I feel im lucky to get one of gold ticket, and im responsible of it. I do the best to be the best one. It was looked so exciting and easy to do. Im wrong, im in a hard process, that chance change me. It makes me like to cry outside, but it makes me stronger than i ever realize. It gives me new family that i ever had before, who fill my day.
Im weak without my family, no one want to hear, see, feel, share with me. BEFORE. and now, i have new. I have friend who become my mother, my father, my brothers, my sister. They catch me when i fall down. I love them.
Although it harder live with them than with our own families, they are the best family that i have now. Without them, im zero. they teach me, everything.
Im supposed to be happy everyday rite ? Yes iam. But i still have time with my real family. I can't forget them. Imagine them only make me cry, i dont know , my new family just can't change part of my heart for my real family.
Im tired to happy that sad. Happy to start new life with my family, ending it and back with my new family. It's hard.
Maybe if i know i must live hard like this, i'll tear that golden ticket. But ive chosen to keep well that ticket till this end. Im tired.

ok, lets think posstive. They will treat me well as well as my real family. We are zero but fill onee ach other make us heroes for one each other. 


Thanks MOM, Dad, Brothers
Thanks Lia, Kitti, Angel, Nacha, Putri, Louis, Stella, Winta, Resi, Grace, Selma, Devina, Luis, Monica, Nadia, Arin, Lala, Maria, Tita. Thanks AG.